"It's truly amazing that someone is able to write such a poignant blog, in some ways it's a talent lolololol."

The season had finally transitioned into spring, early May. It was already past seven in the evening.

After finishing dinner, I returned to my room and checked the comments section of my blog, 'The Limits of an Otaku's Love,' using my phone. Then, there was a comment that caught my attention.

"This person really doesn't understand anything. Doesn't he know that when someone talks about something they love, it becomes even more conspicuous and pathetic if they love it so much?"

"In this case, this comment will be deleted..."

I jumped to the blog management page and deleted the comment I had just seen. ...Actually, the content of the article I updated this time seemed to trigger some issues, and comments like this were mixed among them.

"Why does he write things like this? He's just a lowly otaku who wants an erotic connection with that female vocalist, lolololol."

This comment really annoyed me.

Although I was annoyed, there's no productivity in engaging in a debate here. So, with a sigh, I also deleted this comment and pondered on my own.

"Stupid person. Because I love something so much, there's no way I would taint it with my own hands."

Although this is a somewhat old story, I remember a certain female comedian who was a huge fan of a particular drama. When she was offered a role in that drama, she declined by saying the following.

"I don't want to disturb the world of a work that I love so much, so I won't accept that offer."

I really liked this episode and empathized with her way of thinking.

Although her opinion may be too extreme, I think that if someone falls in love with an idol and has the desire to engage in erotic activities with them, then they are not a sincere fan.

Because I love her, I want to support her as a faithful fan.

I think someone can only be a fan when they can separate their feelings from sexual desires and be in a different place. That's what I think."

So, in essence, I am a fan of Mansaki, not because I want to connect with U-Ka's vocalist. Don't you understand something like that, you idiot? Don't ever comment again!

However, even though my blog is filled with negative comments like that, there are some people who leave warm comments... One of them is Mr. Gouketsu Maru, who is a loyal reader of this blog.

"This analysis is also amazing! I also really like Mansaki, so I listen to it constantly. But I can't understand the lyrics like Yoosuke-san does. I'm looking forward to the next blog update with enthusiasm!"

"............Ehehe...."

A disgusting laughter escaped from me. "Ehehe," is not a word befitting of a man.

However, it brings me great pleasure to receive comments like that on a blog that I only do to satisfy myself. Thank you very much, Gouketsu Maru.

As I was deleting those comments, I glanced at the clock, which showed it was almost 8 PM. Without delay, I opened the YouTube channel for "Mankatsu no Yoru ni Sakitai" and prepared for the livestream.

Though it's late to explain it now, I am a big fan of this unit, "Mankatsu no Yoru ni Sakitai."

"Mankatsu no Yoru ni Sakitai," also known as "Mansaki," is an artist with the type that has been popular lately, which is a collaboration between a famous Vocaloid producer and a girl with a beautiful singing voice.

If you imagine Yorushika, YOASOBI, or going further back, Supercell, they give off a similar impression. This project is produced by the renowned Vocaloid producer, Tanamachi P-ta, with the vocalist named U-Ka, who comes from the world of singing. They make a great duo.

Since I was in fifth grade, I've been a big fan of Tanamachi P-ta. So, when I heard that he started "Mankatsu no Yoru ni Sakitai" in middle school, I felt a sadness, "Is my favorite Vocaloid producer going to leave the Vocaloid world?" However, in the end, I quickly came to love the unit he created.

But what was unexpected is... I not only liked "Mankatsu no Yoru ni Sakitai" as a fan of Tanamachi P-ta, but I became a fan of the artist themselves, "Mankatsu no Yoru ni Sakitai." That's why U-Ka's vocal sound captivates me.

"To be honest, Mansaki's success is definitely thanks to U-Ka's presence...," I mumbled as I checked the number of subscribers on the "Mankatsu no Yoru ni Sakitai" channel. One hundred twenty thousand people. Such a large number that I, as an ordinary person, can't even imagine well.

There are rumors that U-Ka is also a first-year student at the same high school as me... But can a new high school student produce such expressive singing voice? Doubting it, I looked at the screen of my phone.

In today's live broadcast, it was officially announced on their official Twitter account that "U-Ka will appear live with a visible face," causing a stir on the internet. Everyone is curious about the face of the girl who is the vocalist of Mansaki!

...Well, I'm curious too. But, do you listen to music with your face? I want to comment like that.

"Don't worry, U-Ka. I'll remain your fan even if your face looks like a frog."

Muttering those somewhat harsh words, I put on my wireless earphones and stared at the screen of my phone. - - At the exact moment, the live broadcast began.

The dark screen turned bright, and the recording studio came into view.

There, a girl stood wearing headphones in front of the microphone.

"Nice to meet everyone. I'm U-Ka, the vocalist of 'Mankatsu no Yoru ni Sakitai.' I hope we can work well together today."

...

Seeing her appearance, I was stunned.

Blatantly, she was a beautiful girl.

Smooth black hair cascaded down to shoulder level. Her slightly droopy eyes gave off a gentle impression. Her lips were rosy and beautiful. A beautifully shaped nose. Full breasts, a slender waist, and long, slender legs. At her young age, she possessed the complete beauty of a woman while also exuding innocence through her face. She was a stunningly beautiful girl.

However, the surprise I felt wasn't because of that...

"I-it can't be... It can't be, right?! Can something like this really exist!?"

Because of that, I began to doubt if the girl in my phone right now was truly U-Ka. But, in the next second, that doubt quickly vanished.

"The clock strikes twelve...♪ I'm still dreaming...♪"

It was her singing voice.

Her beautiful and melodious singing voice, which had resonated in my eardrums repeatedly as I listened to it over and over, now sounded clearly from her mouth and reached my ears.

'Mankatsu no Yoru ni Sakitai' - there was no doubt that she was the vocalist.

With such undeniable evidence, I could no longer deny it... So, I truly got to know this girl, not as the vocalist of Mansaki, but as her ordinary self.

"They say the sky doesn't give two things at once... Turns out that was a big lie..."

Her name is Hanafusa yuuka.

She is renowned as the number one beauty in my school and also my classmate.

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In my class, there's a vocalist named "Blooming on a Full Moon Night". As a limited fan, my action was to immediately write an overnight fan letter on a new memo paper I bought at the convenience store.

"Wow! Express my feelings in words!"

Of course, as I mentioned before, as a fan, I have no intention whatsoever of approaching U-Ka in real life. I love Mansaki so much that I don't even have ill thoughts towards Hanafusa. In fact, I feel I shouldn't have any ill thoughts towards them.

So why am I writing a fan letter like this? The answer is... because I have completely become a huge fan of Mansaki!

With Mansaki U-Ka being so close, I feel it would be inappropriate if I don't convey these feelings to them! Therefore, I am now desperately writing a fan letter without including my sender's name! Waahhh!

I don't need a reply. In fact, I don't even want one.

I simply love them, that's all.

I just want to convey how much I adore their voice to them.

Thus, I wrote an eight-page fan letter with fervor in the middle of the night, and with a face full of happiness, I went to sleep. However, at that time, I didn't realize...

When I reread the writing I completed with passion in the middle of the night the next day, I realized it was a series of terrible writings that made me want to die!

...Seriously, when I was writing, I felt like, "Wow, I'm a genius. I can become a great writer, right?" But when I read it again the next day, I thought, "What is this, what kind of garbage writing is this..." Seriously, what happened? Where did that genius go overnight?